My Life

School Sucks

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 16:01:57 GMT

im in school and it really sucks today theres like nothing to do. yesterday i started work...i dont know if i really like it.. i was bored for the whole 5 hours with this lady just talkin to me. then saturdays i have to go in at 730 am and work until 1... now thats just sick...other than that i have sda today which i really dont want to go to because im extremly tired and its until 545 tonight. i couldnt get up for nothing this morning. I was runnin late when mike got to my house, he like waited for 5-10 minutes..oops. now i dont feel good because i had a starbucks coffee this morning. o-well. im dreading goin in to work tomorrow the girls are nice but i just sdont know what to do so i get bored. the one girl i work with is one girl that i didnt get along with in middle school o well i guess ill have to live with that. kinda sucks though,there is another girl there who is a bitch, the other one is pregnant but shes funny. o well. we'll see how it goes from here. i have to learn phones and extensions-thats gunna take a little while. but thats about my life. lately-i cant wait until my dad gets home from china! i cant wait to see him. I found out florida might be another trip for me comming up..im excited to go- i get to see this college i applied for that my mom said is absolutly gorgeous. hopefully we make a stop at disney or even stay there- its my favorite. i hope i can go to school down there jsut because its so much prettier than up in nj. down there its quiet and peaceful with PALM TREES! yea!!! im excited. ok i have to get back to work i finally wrote though-its been long- Jessie feel better...im out... xoxo

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 02:55:26 GMT

stole from kar....

Firsts First job: Ritas italian ice

First screen name: cutecurlz44

First funeral: My dad's aunts

First pet: besides goldfish? my hampster (!)

First piercing/tattoo: when i was a few months old

First credit card: not there yet

First kiss: 6th grade dave at skater world those we the times

First love: hes the first and the last- ml

First enemy: nicole siewik

First favourite musician: its a toughy...not too sure

Lasts

Last car ride: my mom and grandma

Last kiss: mike this afternoon

Last library book checked out: term paper books ... poetry critism volume 1

Last movie watched: finding nemo

Last beverage drunk: green tea

Last food consumed: apple crumb pie

Last phone call: mike--just got home from my aunts

Last time showered: this morning

Last CD played: best of berlin-- its an oldie

Last website visited: livejournal

Single or taken: taken

Sex: female

Birthday: October 12

Sign: Libra

Siblings: none :(

Hair colour: brown with light parts and even some red (can u believe it)

Eye colour: brown/hazel...its a mix up

Shoe size: 6 1/2

Height:5'2" ( and a half hell yeah)

Right now, what are you... Wearing?: black sweats and a tank top

Drinking?: nothing

Thinking about?: this weekend

Listening to?: the tv and mike talking......

nice weekend

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 22:45:29 GMT

this weekend was fun.....friday i went tanning,the longest line because its only a dollar- then i went to the wrestling districts-mike lost (o well) so then we went to a party- i got drunk very fun! everyone was crazy..then saturday was just a chill day...went to the mall then to mikes then to cianci's for dinner...then jackie went out so i went out with mike for a lil then went back to their house and watched toy story and fell asleep- today i went tanning then i went for a walk around the lake..then to eat pizza and mike and i went from there to go play basketball...but we both suck so we played football...it was a lot of fun.. the weather was absolutly gorgeous this weekend. gotta love it. im out..

sooo far...

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 22:50:10 GMT

so far im not gettin a lot with my friends...i try to talk to them and i try to see what they are doin on the weekend but all they say is an idk and no one keeps me posted and i say hey...let's do this but i get no reaction to it and it sucks and im tired of trying and i shouldnt have to because they are my friends(well i think they are) oh well

now we started our term paper and it sucks...its only like the second day and i hate it! ahh...o well at least its this and then nothing really to work on after that. then its like the end of the year when thats over...another plus of being a senior is next week we dont have to be in until 1030!!! yeaH!! im excited finally some sleep.maby my friends and i will go to breakfeast HA!

but anyways i am actually doin sda this year and i love it. its so much fun. and so many people bash on kids for doin it and make fun of the girls and say it isnt that hard of work. no it isnt as much as their sports may consist but there is a lot of hard work put in to it.just like they do. idk i love it though and its fun!

but thats been my life lately...still so devoted and in love :)

im out

ps i put this mood because its funny....but no im not

stole it from kar!

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 02:04:20 GMT

[x] they call me: Nicole (when their mad) but its nikki
[x] sex: female
[x] my first breath of air: October 12
[x] age: 17
[x] status: devoted...ilu*
[x] occupation: looking as we speak
[x] nationality: italiano...(and 1% dutch)

-past
[x] most memorable memory: perch falling in front of wayne valley

[x] worst: not too sure
[x] first word uttered: dad

-future
[x] college planning to go: waiting for THAT one
[x] future resident of : ?
[x] wedding: April 28th
[x] children: 2
[x] looking forward to : Prom!!!! and graduation(gettin outta here)
[x] NOT looking forward to: saying goodbye

-currently
[x] feeling: happy
[x] Listening: tv musice...channel 188
[x] Talking to: mike (usual)
[x] doing: the survey
[x] thinking about: what to do tonight
[x] craving: nothing im sooo full
[x] missing: beach and tan
[x] hating: school

-favorites
[x] song: cant list them all
[x] radio station: z100-1035-1027-971-
[x] tv show: newlyweds
[x] channel: mtv, abcfamily,HBO, starz
[x] site: live journal and harry potter(come on kari)
[x] movie: harry potter(ALL)-finding nemo-dirty dancing-walk to remember
[x] store : all
[x] mall: dont go to them a lot
[x] hang out spot: ice vault, starbucks
[x] actor: johnny depp (hottie)-josh hartnett
[x] actress: julia roberts (pretty women)-catherine zeta-jones
[x] character: HARRY!! (my love)
[x] book: trying to get in to the harry potters
[x] love: my music
[x] current love: Mike
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] best love song: open arms
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: not a chance

[x] when love hurts, you: talk about it
[x] true or false: all you need is love: true
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yes...i fell for it
[x] turn ons: body, BUTT, personality
[x] turn offs: loud chewer and rude
[x] does your parent`s opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: yeah because i like to know what they think
[x] what kinda hair style?: guy? short and looking good
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: all over
[x] are you the type of person to ‘holler' n ask for numbers?: depends on the situation

-Friends
[x] bestfriends: Jackie (6 years) ilu the rest of u but jackies the best!
[x] knows the most about you: jackie and mike
[x] smartest : u mm....j/k all of them
[x] funniest: rae
[x] clumsiest: jessie
[x] longest: tallest? dana
[x] nicest: dana (all the time!)
[x] coolest: cant choose
[x] smallest: dana
[x] hungriest: all of us....esp. me :)
[x] most helpful: me! (idk)
[x] can you swim?: yup yup..ocean and pool (mutitalented

[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: slipping on water in the middle of the hallway and meg and jacqui seeing it
[x] whats under your bed?: old books and nb
[x] what are you scared of?: spiders and snakes
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: catchin a hard hit on third in the air
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: house
[x] do you like tomatoes?:yup
[x] internet connection: optimin
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 6
[x] how many phones?: 5 and 4 cells
[x] how many residents?: 4
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: too many
[x] last dentist visit: last sat
[x] last doctor visit: too many lately

[x] last phone call: 20 seconds ago (mike l)

loonnnggg tttiiimmmeee

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 01:21:50 GMT

so yeah its been a while (hey that's a song) ....so corney...anyways- life been pretty good this week. last week mike and i fought EVERYDAY idk why but then God thats over. this weeks been pretty chill im gettin sick now...i hate it. Then valentine's day was pretty good i had a lot of fun went out to eat at nadies. the food was amazing. But yeah my life doesnt change at all i do the same thing all the time. now im just looking for a job need some money for the bills (car insurance and text messages) :) o well we'll see what happens. but neways i gotta go things to do ill write soon im out...

PS Rae "purposly" fell on her face..... sure... gotta love it kar

awesome

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 05:46:25 GMT

today jackie and i finally chilled it was great. i had a lot of fun. like old times (i sounded like an old person there) We drove around went to the movies and saw the miracle. i have to say it is one of the best movies i have ever seen in my life. We also realized tonight that jackies car cant make a u-turn at all! it was hilarious, and that if you try to jump from the driver';s seat to the passengers to get out of the car because the parking spot was too tight then the horn blows. o well. i was awesome. jackie decided on what school she wants to go to :( i hope im kinda by her but we'll see. im gunna miss her!!!! we got some crazy stories and some great times in 6 years of a friend ship.... ;) gotta luv her. but that was my night. During the day i went to the wrestling tournament. of course mike loses when i get there o well. i got to chill with him longer :) then i went to dan's for dinner for some spanish food. it was the best thing i have ever eaten in my life. YUMMMM! but thats about it. im gunna go its late....im tired

im out.... <3

just another day...

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 03:21:02 GMT

today was pretty boring. i officially decided no more work. i hate school. Then again i went to another doctor. I think everything went well but we'll see. Yesterday i found out i got an "f" on my ap midterm and a "C" for the marking period which doesnt sound right so i have to go and argue with him AGAIN. Oh well, im am extremly tired. there is nothing for me to do. I also got a call from a girl that goes to St. Leo University and i talked to her for almost an hour, which made me decide that if this review of my file goes well, i am DEF going to florida. im gunna miss everyone but i have a feeling if i dont take this oppurtunity if im givin it, ill be missin out on something that i shouldnt be. But thats a different day. i have to wait and hear from them. but im tired so im out.... xoxo

whoot whoot

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 20:08:57 GMT

last night was pretty awesome. finally me and jess and jackie hung out. We went to charlie browns for dinner and shared some wEiRd stories. Fun though. yeah jackie would do jess in the butt.,...HAHA Then i came home to work on my weddin project....it is taking me forever i cant stand it....Mrs. Braca ehhhhh...annoying. Then today i had a fight with my ap teacher because hes the biggest pain in the ass and gave me an f on my midterm but it didnt sound like i did that much wrong. and he said i did then he said my essay was really good but he didnt give me the full 30points on it. I cant stand him.

but yeah tonight wrestling match to support my baby then maby out for a lil then home to work on the project some more. We'll see what happens

im out....

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 19:43:55 GMT

Do you

Smoke?:: done with that

Do drugs?:: nah thanx

Have a partner? yeah....
Live in the moment?:: i try to

Think you'll get married?:: def.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?:: yeah just one im usually falling off a large car garage .... scary
Play an instrument?:: unfourtunatly i used to i have to say

Believe there is life on other planets?:: i dont know if i can believe that one
Remember your first love?:: yeah...

Still love him/her?:: nope its over and done
Read the newpaper?:: nah im not much of a reader...trying to get in to the harry potter (BOOKS) lol :)
Have gay/lesbian friends?: nope.... really wish i had a gay guy friend to go shopping with but hey we'll see
Believe in miracles?:: yup...i fell for one
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:: not a doubt in my mind

Consider yourself tolerant of others?:: ehh that depends on certain things

Like the taste of alcohol?:: oh yeah...lax party jess.... haha
Fave candy?:: snow caps

Believe in astrology?:: .....

Believe in magic?:: i did when i was little

Believe in God?:: i go to church
Pray?:: sometimes
Go to church?:: sometimes

Moving on:

Have any secrets?:: doesnt everyone?
Any pets?:: two dogs...used to be three
College?:: yeah...soon...
Major?:: early education
Talk to strangers who IM you?:: nope not really interested to

Wear hats?:: depends on my mood
Hate yourself?:: ehhh....
Wish you were someone else?:: nope...
Have an obsession?:: nah....
Collect anything?:: not anymore
Have a best friend?:: yup yup- 3
Wish on stars?:: of course esp. on the beach...(Jackie--summer times)

Like your handwriting?:: yeah...when i write neat neat :)
Any bad habits?:: everyone does
Care about looks?:: not as much as i used too
Believe in witches?:: i did when i was a lil girl
Satan?:: ehhh
Ghosts?:: yeah

Trust others easily?:: yeah i do but lately i've been good
Like noise? Music?:: i love music!

First thing you think of

I see:: the computer
I need:: to be ready more for the future
I find:: im easily aggitated
I want:: my own house
I wish:: H.S. was over
I love:: Mike
I hate:: thinking to far in to things
I miss:: summer
I fear:: leaving everyone
I hear:: mtv jams
I smell:: my soda...sprite remix erah erah
I crave:: chocolate
I search:: ummm..... what?
I wonder:: what todays gunna be like
I regret:: way too much
I cried:: a month ago

Last time you.

Bought something:: sunday
Danced:: last night
Were sarcastic:: always am
Kissed someone:: not too long ago... <3
Talked to an Ex:: three weeks
Had a nightmare:: idk
Last book you read:: currently in harry potter 3...whooo hoooo
Last movie you saw:: FINDING NEMO!! gotta love it
Last song you heard:: i love the way you move.... (its on mtv)
Last thing you had to drink:: Sprite remix erah erah
Feeling this moment:: blah cause i have to go to work

Favorites

Band:: matchbox 20
Show:: newlyweds
Song:: too many
Sport:: used to be F.H. :(
Color:: blue/white/black
Team:: yankees
Person to talk to online:: everyone i like
Person:: meaning....?

thinkin....

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 15:43:52 GMT

lately i've been thinking that i never chill with ne of my friends and yes its my fault too i never call them either to see what they are doin for the night. i do chill with dana, but never with jackie jess kar rae ect. and it kinda sucks because this is the last year ill really see them, esp if i go to florida. and i always see them all out lately and i hate that im never with them sometimes. at least once a weekend i think im goin to try to chill with them. because it sucks that i never do. i have just as much fun with mike but its not really the same. so i guess we'll see what happens. today im goin over to jackie's uncle for the superbowl then i have to study (midterms......hate them) im out.....

Just another day....

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 23:32:29 GMT

So today was pretty boring there was nothing to do in class today we had midterms and all i did in both classes was sit around because in family all we did was our wedding projects (which by the way take longer then they seem that they would take....uggg) then in sociology she let us all use our notes and definition homeworks so that test was fast and from there we had another hour and fifteen minutes left in class so it was really boring. so then i went to eat at quizinos ( so good!!) Then i had work which was ok but there is this one kid that always shits in his pants and i feel terrible because he gets all embarrassed. he has like a prob. i felt so bad.
Anyways off the topic of little boy shits... that was about my whole day. Midterms are easy so far so hopefully they stay that way. The teachers should be easy on us i mean we're senior. they should just give us a break. but im out... (got a project to do)

lost....

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 05:36:01 GMT

Today was a longgggg day. i went for a haircut(cant really tell because i cut almost nothing off) then i went out for lunch with my mom which was fun....then i went out with mike for a half an hour becuase he went to visit his friend mike in conn. but i dont think he had a lot of fun because i talked to him a lot tonight. So he left and my mom and i had to bbsit the twins. They are SOO cute. they got so big and all they do is smile. but anyways that was like my whole night. im a loser what doya know.
but lately college has been on my mind sooooo much. i cry almost everyday because i dont know what to do or where to go. i got accepted to my school in florida and i dont know if i want to go there anymore because i would be leaving everyone. my family friends and mike....and he was so upset (not crying but upset) when i told him. hes going to be one of the hardest people to leave if i go there so i hope i get accepted to my other one up here because it would be so much easier. He is such a nerd (but cute)- he told me when he wants to propose and all and i know to some people that may be so corney but it feels so right. o well...there i go about him again. oops. so thats about my life lately nothing too exciting but really good :)
im out....

L.B.I.

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 01:15:36 GMT

today was fun! me-dana-mike-and jay went down the shore. we left here at 830 (too early) but then on the way down we must have stopped at least 2-3 times to go to the bathroom/get food. when we got down there we went to jay's house to get the heat on and turn on the water so we could use the bathroom...we went out to eat and to the beach...the beach was soo warm...me and mike had the best talk together ever...he's the best....(we let dana and jay talk to try and know one another) it was a cute talk.... speaking of which the night before he made me dinner which was so cute(i love him!) Then we went to jay's again to find something to do so we decided to go shopping at B&B the bathing suits were $5 a piece and there was NO matching pieces that went with one another. o well...so then we came home...it seems short but it wasnt...it was fun. Jay's house is HUGE. it was great. so anyway today was fun. i hope we all go down again soon...
im out....

Better day!

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 03:32:32 GMT

so yeah i was just with mike and of course he cheers me up SO much...hes one of my best friends. the poor kid got beat the hell up at wrestling practice...i still dontget why he wants to do that but hey thats life. but im tired i just figured i'd say i had a good ending to a bad day.... night

today...

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 03:19:21 GMT

well today was pretty boring..i got home around 3 from jackies house...i was with jackie (when she got back) danielle, ali, ant and mike...it was fun. all the rents came here. i woke up around 1 and didnt do nething. my mom was in a bad moood and wouldnt let me out of th house. (talk about tourture). Anyway that was my day kinda sucky but o-well..i dont wanna go to school tomorrow at all. but o well...im out

new

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 03:07:03 GMT

I just got the journal....jess u know u love me lol...im not mad at you so stop i just got a lil pissed at you the other day and you know why....

i love mike!

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